Orientation for M209 officially finished yesterday at 10.20pm
It was fun. My feet are living proof.
It seemed like a good idea at the time to dance around and jump up and down in high heels
Today morning it just feels.... sore.

So classes officially start next week.
Lectures, Pbl, research, STUDY.
How, rather, why, did I sign myself up for this.
Oh well, too late now to back out
And anyway, plan B was to roll cigars in Havana.... 

*gasping for air while being choked*
 I feel stifled to say the least. Institutional environments get me that way.

My phone's camera decided to stop working, so no pictures of the past two weeks. So, just bear with the words.


Checkmate.

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Hmm, so I should be in uni now.... but I'm not.
Tired, very tired...
I think I'll go...later a bit
Week two and already I'm falling into old habits...



I know I want to do something, but at the same time I don't know what it is....

 

Peanuts

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Out of Sight

                       Out of Mind............



Now if only I could lift the covers over my head tomorrow morning and continue sleeping....

Why are you so weird girl? 

Like that also affected one...

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So I had a good long sleep in, which was a well deserved treat after all the late nights and early mornings during the week.

I survived week 1 of orientation in IMU. Who knew med students could cut loose like that? It has been totally unexpected and fun.
Wet ice breakers involving oyster sauce, flour, water....
Treasure hunts in dark rooms at night...
Dipping shirts in smelly belacan.....
Dressing up as Borat for a trip to Times Square.

it has been eventful to say the least, and our seniors have been so very helpful and supportive.
So week one down, week 2 to go.

Oh, but the Indian Cultural Society (who calls themselves the macha gang, no shit I nearly died when I found out) has been "ragging" all the indian juniors, well, just cause they're juniors. Tough love and all that. But thankfully, no one had come for me. Not indian enough. (you indian meh?)But I'm not complaining, it saves me from ragging....
People have been asking me if I'm an international student?
What the hell right, I look and talk so Malaysian its not funny (or so I thought)

So yeah, thats whats been happening lately. Will blog later, hopefully with pictures.

thanks everyone for the congratulations and gifts for the results.
Who knew 4As would bring all these goodies?
I could get used to this....

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I'm so angry, my hands are literally shaking. So angry, as I spoke just a few moments ago, my eyes stung with the onset of tears threatening to make an appearance.

Why do people behave so cruelly to beings deemed lesser than themselves?

Why is it that no other being can step in an reprimand them for it, just because technically they're not breaking any real laws, and practically we are made to believe it is none of our business?

As long as we have eyes to see, and minds that are unsettled by something some one else does, we should have the RIGHT to speak.

So angry.

*Breathe*

I write it here, in the hope of letting the anger pass. I have to be resigned to the fact that I can't do anything, not anything that anyone but myself would approve of.

Be kind to people, and kinder still to animals.
Unlike people, they don't have voices to speak and tell you when they don't like what you do to them.
If you can't be kind, you shouldn't have a pet, in my opinion.

You may think I'm nuts. Maybe I am. But I don't think I'm wrong, and that's enough for me

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They say the saddest thing in the world is being surrounded by so many people, and still feeling lonely.

Well, I think its a matter of opinion. I mean, what complaint can you have, if you're a loner by nature.

Just saying.

So I've been told a very interesting thing of late. Well, I'm told many things but what made this interesting was the fact that I heard more or less the same thing while watching a movie a few days ago.

There are (apparently) a type of people that are drawn to people that need help, people that are troubled, and people that the rest of society chooses to stay away from. At least from their problems. These problem people are looked upon as "projects".

So what kind of a person is a person who likes "projects"?

Unbelievably kind, caring, understanding and loving, with a near God-like disposition towards his fellow man? An all around nice person, everyone's friend, a true philanthropist if you would allow, in every sense of the word?

Or maybe just somebody who believes that they have an obligation to fix everything that is wrong with the world. Why would they want to do that? Well, in the vain hope that karma or some other great universal force may help fix what ever is wrong with them. They are so sad and broken up themselves, but nobody knows or will probably ever really know the full extent of it, so they feel the most profound connection and commiseration with the so called "projects" then with the other people that society esteems their equals.

The final irony.

I always felt there was an element of self- reproach in selflessness.
It's the hope that in projecting enough love to the outside world, we might find the means (Or someone else) to love what is on the inside.

So what kind of person stays in the most unbelievably hopeless, bleak, and unhealthy situations?

The person that doesn't believe they deserve better, perhaps
Or maybe one who wants to save another from feeling the way they do.

I got a notion to say what doesn't feel right
Just wanted to know if I could go home

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"I love the relationship that anyone has with music: because there's something in us that is beyond the reach of words, something that eludes and defies our best attempts to spit it out. It's the best part of us, probably, the richest and strangest part..."

—Nick Hornby, Songbook

I just realised that Colbie Cailat is pretty awesome. Listen to her album, Coco.

Its like all your best days ran into each other and decided to make a musical. Oh, and a few melancholy days make small cameos. Really small.

So i got an email from the good folk at IMU, which contained like 20 attachments of papers to sign. Thrown in there was the policy on their dress code. Yeah the whole must dress formal, office attire, dress slipper etc. part was expected. But then I continued reading

Hair length should be above bottom line of collar
Hair must be well-combed, tied or pinned to avoid hair falling all over the face
All long hair must be tied-up neatly
Only 1 pair of earrings allowed

I had no idea going to med school entailed revisitting high school?
This sounds like an excerpt from SMKDJ's rule book

Do people really follow this seriously, or is this just formal jargon that nobody cares about? Like how flip flops and shorts weren't "allowed" in HELP

Hmm, God forbid a future doctor has multiple piercings
We all know those are the doctor's that don't know how to practice medicine, right?

Rules. You have to wonder sometimes what is their point....

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